naruhearts:

I’m sorry for the late post, and I also apologize for the flash (will probably scan it later once my printer stops being a poop)! Here’s my J/M photo op as promised!

I cannot deal with these two. Jensen was SOFT and HAPPY. Misha was DOM. And he was trying to get as close as possible to Jensen/holding Jensen tight (the Jen reach has killed me. It’s a quite literal sandwich. Like, you can even crop me out lol).

They’re always wonderful, beautiful and sweet in person—I can still feel the phantom touches of both their warm hands on my back *cries*

*potentially tinhatty thoughts ahead*

After having a good night’s sleep, I recalled Jensen saying “Oh, the sandwich” to Misha across my head. And his voice was intimate/soft as HELL and IDEK how Misha was able to hear him amongst the noise 😂 (well, they’re so in tune with each other). To @thetwistedwillow @castielslostwings @dimples-of-discontent, Jen, and many others: you ladies were always available to scream with me, help me collect myself, and live vicariously through me. For that I’m eternally grateful ❤

What you’ve heard about the Cockles during VANCON18 week is all true. What CRAZINESS!! The way they carry themselves is simply astounding. As I stood in line, the palpable chemistry between them was obvious. I said this on twitter (@naruhearts) and I’ll say it again: you can believe whatever you want to believe about Jensen and Misha’s relationship, but the fact remains that—compared to boisterous J2—Jen/Misha are soft and quietly shimmer like fireflies together; they’re very familiar/spousal/intimate even when they aren’t saying anything to each other. Instead, such affection is evident via touches, smiles, and overall body language. Unspoken communication. I hope everyone has the chance to witness them (and their love) in person.

Perhaps it’s because these two didn’t need to worry about flights and were able to go off on a highly plausibly romantic excursion to the Vancouver Art Gallery/generally spend time together. (RECAP: Misha and Jensen were photographed separately for no logical reason) (if y’all were just best dudebro buds why go out of your damn way to shadily coordinate public appearances despite conveying deep friendship onstage LBR) (Misha had a photo taken of him at Vancouver Art Gallery’s Guo Pei exhibit on the 18th, and the man behind the cam may have been Jensen) (Jensen appeared on the Arrow set—which filmed there—afterwards to visit Stephen Amell in the evening, whereas Misha was nowhere to be seen) (Stephen called the Vancouver Art Gallery area “Jensen’s neighbourhood”) (Misha then appeared the FOLLOWING NIGHT at the Arrow set on the 19th yet was reported by YVRFilming to be “only dropping by”) (and Jensen was at a gathering with friends the same night, which Misha was also most likely on his way to/on his way home from)

Whatever good things happened to them this week, their heart-sappy, giddy, disgusting excitement LEAKED the frick out and I survived to tell the tale. This con is hands down the flaming trash con of 2018 so far.

BONUSES: Cockles space pants, Jensen and Misha mentioning/impersonating each other during their respective panels, Jensen having “MANY VIDEOS OF MISHA” in his possession, Jensen and Misha being giggly and once again touching each other because they want to, Jensen posting a Vancon 2018 appreciation photo on his IG, etc etc. x x x

For the 121838th time, I have died. ♥️

#SPNVAN